Wednesday, December 4, 2013
The Beginning of the Ending
The Maintenance phase dropped her steroids down to a 1/3 of what she normally would have taken, on the same schedule every three weeks, for a week and a half long. The reason for the decrease in dosage was because it took Erika a long time for her blood to recover. They also completely dropped Lovanox, the blood thinner which I had to inject twice a day. Thank goodness! Weekly she gets chemo of Methotrexate. They are still holding back Vincristine since she is still dealing with neuropathy. Although it does appear that it's getting better so I suspect she will be getting Vincristine in the next few weeks. This phase will last until she's been in remission for exactly two years. This makes her final day of the treatment sometime in February of 2015.
There have been talks about Erika getting her central line replaced with a port, which allows her to bathe and swim. This is exciting because she has been wanting to submerge herself in a hot-tub to maybe help relieve body pains...as well as getting a sense normality.
Regarding normality, after all of this non-sense, nothing can go back to normal. Going through something like this embeds a certain wisdom, a kind of knowledge that one can only obtain not by choice but thrown at through tears and pain. When a beam of light speckles at the far end of the tunnel, you learn to hope and not give up. Every step of the way through may be our last steps together, but we push through to the end, enjoy every moment, make the best of every situation with gratitude. Happy holidays everyone and thank you all for your love, care, and support.
Monday, October 7, 2013
Nausea Back In Force
Trying to hold down hospital food while nauseated. Now that is tough. |
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Consolidation 2 Cycle 6
Drugged up immediately after a bone marrow biopsy and preparing for a spinal tap in 20 minutes. |
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Holding Nothing Down
She wanted to get out, like a normal person, but ended up on the couch sleeping. |
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
PEG
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
PEG No PEG
Thursday, September 5, 2013
"There and Back Again"
Still nauseated and in pain. |
Since being admitted late Sunday night, Erika had a UTI which caused a fever and may have been the reason for her nausea, got blood cultures done which came back negative, and an MRI done on both her legs. The result of the MRI showed she also had bone infarcts near the knee area in the tibia, fibula, and femur. This is the reason why Erika has been dealing with leg pains.
Sunday, September 1, 2013
Labor Day Weekend
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Yesterday Visiting With the Pain Doc
Dr. Miller reading Erika's huge file at LDS hospital. |
Outside LDS Hospital breathing in medications to prevent pneumonia. |
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Blood Work Last Night...
Thank goodness for Quadrex Jr. (her walker). Quadrex Sr. was her four wheeled I.V. pole. |
There were no abnormalities last night in Erika's blood. If anything, it looked great. Yet, no one can explain the cause of her pain and nausea. In the past it was due to tapering off of steroids and chemo during each cycle, but she's been of steroids for 4 weeks now. On our next visit, maybe doctors will have an idea. I'm assuming they don't have an answer yet for they still need to consult with Boston where Dana-Farber is located for this clinical trial. Since this is a trial, studies can't be tampered with local resolutions, but only with directed methods from the Dana-Farber organization. They need video conferencing to speed things up.
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Late Night LDS Visit
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
No Blood Clot In the Legs
The result of the ultra sound today showed no blood clots according to the technician. Doctors will let us know what the next step is regarding the hip bone infarction and whether Erika will continue with the other three chemo medications after they consult with the Dana-Farber Cancer Center in Boston. Thank you all for your support and prayers.
Yesterday's Consolidation 2 Cycle 5B Visit
Waiting for consultation with a doctor |
Erika's marrow from this February |
This is a sample of an infarction. |
Today Erika will be going in to get her legs and feet examined for any blood clots since this usually occurs when there are an infarction in the hips. Lets hope that her legs and feet check out fine and that the neuropathy and infarction will be reversible so she can continue on with the treatment.
Strolling down to MRI lab |
Monday, August 5, 2013
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Blood Culture from Yesterday Tested Positive
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Post Clinic Visit
After the clinic visit and blood work, Dr. Asch and P.A. Schar, concluded that Erika will stay on the same taper but will be prescribed a slower dissolving pain medication to be taken a day before expected pains occur, commonly felt 5-6 days after first day of each cycle, to keep the pain from elevating. For now, Erika will have to tough through the pain with prescribed medication. She was offered to be admitted for the pain but Erika rejected for she would rather be at home. She was given a wheelchair, shower chair, and a walker to help assist with her mobility. Regarding her hip pains, they will continue to monitor it when she is off chemo next week, to see if the pain still exist to determine if it is caused by the steroids.
I failed to mentioned that Erika was able to meet up with a past patient who was also in the clinical trial and was able to share many experiences with each other. This helped out greatly, to be able to talk to someone who has been through almost an identical protocol of treatment. This person completed her treatment about two years ago and within those two years she gave birth to a baby. This is great news for both of us. This person got her hair back, looked vibrant, very caring and kind. Erika meet up with her about one month ago. Yet, today, after the clinic visit, Dr. Asch was given permission by this person to tell both of us some very sad news...she relapsed. This person will be back on treatment of induction and when she is back in remission, she will be begin doing a bone marrow transplant from her brother who is a match. The news took a toll on both of us. Our thoughts will be with her.
Erika does not have a match, like many others out there who don't as well, but can be saved. Please help out by registering to help save lives. http://bethematch.org/Join/Join_the_Registry.aspx
Consolidation 2 Cycle 4B Update
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Consolidation 2 Cycle 4B
Today Erika will begin the second portion of Cycle 4 of Consolidation 2, since it was last split in two. Todays examination she failed a test. Her toes and the bottom of her feet are showing signs of possible nerve damage. When the PA bent her toes up, Erika couldnt tell. When her toes and the bottom of her feet were poked with a tooth pick Erika was unable to feel it. It is no wonder why when I try to tickle her at the bottom of her feet she doesnt respond.
One of the chemo she recieves, vincristine, which causes nerve damage, will be decreased in strength today. We do not know at this point if what she has is permanent.
Friday, July 19, 2013
Update On Intestinal Bug
Monday, July 15, 2013
Intestinal Bug Causes Sickness
Bottles with solution for culturing. A total of 12 containers used for culturing. |
Getting blood from her central line. |
Preparing blood for culturing. |
Friday, June 7, 2013
Cycle 2 Begins
She is thrilled to start cycle 2 |
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Consolidation 2 Cycle 2
Cycle 2 is scheduled tomorrow all day at LDS Hospital. Erika's blood work showed great success regarding regeneration of cells. Yet, there is something new that may delay Cycle 2 tomorrow, her triglyceride. Her blood shows high level of triglycerides even though she has been on a clean diet, better than she's ever consumed in the past. Doctors believe it is related to the specific chemo, Peg-Asparaginase, which is the primary chemo of this phase that may have affected her liver and pancreas function. We will find out later this afternoon whether she begins tomorrow or not.
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Back Home
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Update at LDS
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Back at LDS
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Erika's Weekend
You can see in her legs and face that she is swollen |
Friday, May 24, 2013
Consolidation 2 Update and Blood Transfussion
Update on CNS phase, after all the spinal taps, blood work, echo-gram (heart exam), all looks good. There were no signs of malignant cells and her heart is still beating strong.
Thank you to all who donates to help save lives. |
Yesterday, Erika was in high spirit and energy. She had an appointment to get more blood work done to check her blood levels since the start of Consolidation 2. She was very low on red cells. She received two bags of blood. The first went in fine. The second bag she began to feel an ache in her lower back. A half hour later she was feeling pain at her lower back throughout her legs. They stopped the transfusion half way through. Erika was unable to walk and was feeling weak. At this moment her leg pains are still there and her lower back pains are managed through medication. The LDS hospital is doing a blood exam on the donated blood to check for any possible pathogens or such. Erika was winging off steroids This may also be the cause of her pain. Overall, Erika tries real hard to be happy and joyful. She was paid a visit from a close friend last night which put her in a happy state. She's extremely excited for the whether and is anxious to be outdoors. She keeps talking about camping while she's is shivering in bed as I sweat beside her.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Consolidation 2
How has she been since the end of the CNS phase? Well, to put it lightly, poopy. Due to the numerous spinal taps, injected with a chemo called Methotrexate, and two other chemos called Vincristine and PEG-Asparaginase, they all cause a long list of side-effects. The most prodominent ones that Erika has been experiencing are neuropathy, swelling, headaches and nausea. Her hands would randomly cramp up, stiffen, curled in a position as if she is ready to cast a spell on me. As I duck from her cast, Doctors are watching it closely for it could be a sign of nerve end damage.
Her whole body is swollen. A nurse commented when she walked into the clinic that she looked like the Michelin man (we both thought it was very funny).
Nausea and headaches has been a continuous battle throughout the entire treatment from all the medications and chemo. The radiation to the cranium has increased them both. I also have noticed Erika has gotten angry lately...very easily. I want to blame the radiation, for maybe the gamma rays tapped into a spot where it gently awoken the "Hulk," like it did for Bruce Banner with his gamma ray incident. In reality, I'm sure it's just her dealing with this whole stupid mess of a blood disease no one ask for. It sucks when it's nice and beautiful outside and she has to stay in from it.
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Together With Nature
In Ogden Valley, North Fork. Getting a breath of fresh air. |
Saturday, April 27, 2013
At Her Parents Resting
Enjoying the sunset |
Monday, April 22, 2013
CNS Day 3 and Spinal Tap
Heading down for day 3 of radiation and her 8th spinal tap. Her last radiation treatment caused an unbarable migraine. She was in tears for 2 hours. Her last spinal tap was also very painful causing spasm in her lower back. "It felt like someone is clinching my spine and twisting it" is what she said it felt like. Lets hope today is better.
Friday, April 19, 2013
CNS Begins
Monday, April 15, 2013
Radiation Consultation
Erika's temperature has gone below 100 but at the night it goes back up to 101 to 102. Her neutrophil count is still 0, so no immunity. Her blood culture shows a small sign of an infection. She will be released from the hospital when her counts are back up and when she's clear from any infection. If her counts are not up by Friday, her radiation therapy will be pushed back to Monday. Erika is still in pain from the infection.
Trying to smile with pain |
Pressing down the soft plastic mesh to form around her face |
As the mask is cooling on her face, they're getting a scan of her brain |
Being scanned |
Sunday, April 14, 2013
Fever
Waiting to get a CT scan |
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Central Nervous System Phase
Monday April 15th, Erika will be meeting with a radiologist to get measurements of her head in order craft a helmet, needed for the radiation therapy. The CNS phase consist of 2 spinal taps a week along with the radiation therapy to the brain. If her blood counts look good next week on Thursday, CNS phase will begin the following day, Friday April 19th.